okay

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 10:52:28 GMT

thumbs up to my two bopsgivings

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:42:15 GMT

I LOVE BEING SINGLE!!!!

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 00:46:10 GMT

i feeeeeeeeeel really good

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 19:28:55 GMT

life is going on . rut - less . mike mieke mike .where's the sunshine?

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:54:15 GMT

i love college?

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 14:42:29 GMT

at first i was very uncontent with being home, but now that's kind of faded and i'm comfortable and happyishh , yet i only have two days left and am working both of those

wwwwwwwwtf

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 15:38:48 GMT

college ruins uggs

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 05:38:04 GMT

um last night was way good. i need to sleep and i hate critical health.

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 04:15:59 GMT

"its like the end of an era"

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 05:39:13 GMT

for the first time since i came home from orientation i was excited to go to ithaca tonight.

i still have a lot of things left to purchaseee and a couple things to do. and people to see. .

my brother comes home tomorrow. it feels like he just left.
this summer went by soo quickly. but graduation feels like a very long time ago still.

all in all, i fell in love with summer 2007. the good and the bad. the only thing i would change is that weekish where i was SICKKK because that blew. but really i had some good freaking times.

love . [first and foremmooost]
milford, being sketchy and whatevaa its summa, "scissor me spppeeeaarrr, fork - balls, you know what really grinds my gears" -paul., scumbags<3, the MEADOWS, modest mouse, send me on my way, stoompppp stompp stomp, em/alex sleepovers, allys house?, the BEACH..fairfield, misquam, NUTMEG, scoopydooooo's/cone zone, fireworks, frisbee on the beach, movies with bert...and ashllelyy..., travis things, cops, bonfires, bert, cafe atlantic, nnh, OOMMMGMGMGMG YOUUU knooowowwww how mcuh iii haaatee that, the BIKE SHOP, freeeee stickers, YOU NEVER SLOW DOWN YOU NEVER GROW OLD.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 03:34:22 GMT

i saw margaret tonight and i can tell shes so ready to leave. but im nottt ready. and i dont know what needs to happen to make me feel like i NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING TOWN. but i dont feel it.

im not going to college. im not going im not going im not going im not going.

....but in reality i dont want to fucking be HERE for the fall.
so i just want summer to be a little longer. like 2 weeks longer. thats all i want.

next to that guy we all look like onions

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:13:06 GMT

soundtrack to "whatevaaa its summa 07"

consists of

first and foremost..
missed the boat

float on
gravity rides everything
we've got everything
i came as a rat
the world at large
and occasional others.

mary jane's last dance.

youre my best friend and dont stop me now

send me on my way
angel is the centerfold
the joker
go getttaaaaaaaaaaaa
knock three times
grey street
random gannngsta songs
GIRL TALK
random beatles, red hot chili peppers, and dispatch
and sometimes attention attention

...also to be found: california and california grace..[all only for the first 10 seconds, of course]

my summer is best summarized thus far by

missed the boat . you're my best friend . knock three times and don't stop me now .. i'd say.

missed the boat . pretty self explanatory if you know the lyrics and know my liiiiiiiiiiiife right now .
... laugh all the way to hell ?

you're my best friend . ..my summer has been spent with .. ashley . alex /kylie /etc [ yasmina went to greece for like 3 weeks? ] . i definitely wouldnt call the bert etc my "youre my best friend" but you know all of them . schlaeg/ben/dave. so pretty much all these people AND CO.

knock three times . [ on the ceiling / if you want me ] ... also known as .sexytexts .

don't stop me now , because whatevaa its summa and im pretty much gonna do what i wannnt. even if that means wasting all my money on gas and going to nyc.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:38:42 GMT

right now im filled with bonfires, and smores, and friends. and whateva its summa and modest mouse and text messages
and
the feeling of walking into kylies basement last night and thinking...i love this plaace.

Fri, 11 May 2007 00:42:51 GMT

days like today make me so glad that shes coming with me next yr.

Thu, 03 May 2007 02:52:35 GMT

im an addict for dramatics i confuse the two for love..

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:30:37 GMT

ithaca 2011

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 23:15:06 GMT

i got into ithaca .

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 14:27:10 GMT

im so tired

=)

& its 9:28 . okay peace.

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 22:57:45 GMT

i want you to know that i am both happy and sad and im still trying to figure out how that could be - the perks of being a wallflower.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 00:10:01 GMT

also, i hate that valentines day is coming up. never have i ever had a good one.

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 23:21:50 GMT

my fam's crazy. i cant wait to get out of thiiiiiiiis house next year.

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 23:12:28 GMT

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself.
And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

..the moon is beautiful tonight.

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 18:41:44 GMT

so... I GOT INTO COLLEGE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:55:50 GMT

so we started something new in precalc yesterday and it was so hard at first but after tonights homework i get it? and its so awesome. after i solved each proof right i put "!!!!!" next to it in my notebook because it made me so excited.

i cant wait for photo. i hope its not dissapointing. i want to take SICK/SWEET wintery pictures.

and my whole class failed the bio II test from friday and its the only grade for the marking period so far and progress report grades close friday so im not really sure what hes going to do about that? hmmmmmmmm anyways i need to go to sleep and shower.

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 22:15:06 GMT

hofstra - fuck you for [possibly] losing my high school records so now i can't be considered for the nov. 15th early action even though i sent you everything on nov. 9th. no wonder you have about a trillion unhappy students at your school.

...the [possibly] is there because they need to look into it further and then "call me back" uh, yeah.